Just another one of those horrible days where I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. But what’s new about that.
Haven’t eaten anything properly for at least a week now the sicker I feel the more I don’t want to eat feel like throwing up when ever I see other people eating all I need is water and my pills to keep me going no big deal if they don’t keep me going tho wrote another letter today even longer than the last still wondering whether that’s a bad or good thing..and I love my mom I think I need to tell her that more
Worst day ever
Apparently you arent allowed to have problems if you arent a starving african child
It’s getting worse and I hate it
all more than anything
Feel so empty and tired all the time, where does it all end.


